Conversations with Spirit
Published Sedona Journal August 2008
Through Therese Dorer
Before me I see a shaft of pure white light extending from the sky, as I tune into this light it becomes stronger and brighter and metamorphosis’s into a beautiful vision of White Buffalo Calf Woman, she stands strong and tall with her hands cupped and extended out ward, from her hands appears a brilliant white light. She acknowledges me with a smile and nods of her head and begins to speak:
Greetings rainbow children it is with great pleasure I come forward to speak with you this day. I extend to you this gesture of cupped hands as an extension of the creators love, and invite you to receive this love into your hearts. It is to the heart center I wish to speak too, for this is the time to connect to the heart wisdom that is your birth right. Your throat which is the bridge to between the head and the heart is the key for you to allow the flow of the creator energy to move more completely into your heart.
Now is the time to speak your truth, and to stand up for your ideals and philosophies of life. This time you find yourself in is one in which when you set your intention your manifestations will occur very quickly. The words you speak, the thoughts you think, are all important in the fabric of your life. This has always been true, but the magnetic light grid which holds your planet together is not as dense as it once was, so the opportunity for change and in some cases chaos is quickly manifested into reality.
You may have noticed that many individuals have chosen to continue to embrace the fearful energy that exists upon your planet; they have not released their worry, doubt, and fears and subsequently many are experiencing chaos in their lives. This is not meant as a judgment but an observation and an invitation for you to release the residue of fear that may be in your energy field.
This can be accomplished by a process I would call Self Retrieval, as you have journeyed upon the earth you have encountered many different experiences, you have been babies, children, teenagers, young adults making your way toward where you find yourself to be right now. As you have made this journey you have experienced relationships, through your career, and professions, your romantic lives, your various roles, as sister, brother, lover and friend. You also have brought with you karma and residue from past life experiences, which may be informing you at an unconscious level.
All of this has provided you with opportunities to learn, grow, love, laugh, cry and experience the wonder and joy of being a spirit, in a human body.
I would like to remind you that being a human is a huge privilege and one that is only given to the brightest and bravest of spirits. To those spirits who truly want to develop their consciousness and ultimately be on a path of service to raise the vibration of the Mother Earth and her place within the Cosmos, each of you is a spark of light that represents the Mother Earth and her energy.
I invite you to imagine a desert with each grain of sand representing a human being who lives on the earth at this time, the desert being the metaphor for Mother Earth; one cannot exist without the other. The grains of sand make up the desert, just as you make up the totality of that which is the Mother Earth. You are all grains of consciousness which create the energy that you understand to be the Gaia, as you grow learn, play and laugh you reflect the larger cosmology of the Earth energy. I ask you to look no further than the internal universe of your being for understanding and wisdom as to what is the next step for your planet, her beauty, grief, troubles, and joy are all reflections of YOU. As you gaze upon her and the splendor she offers, you are gazing on the splendor of your potential. As you worry about the abuse she may be experiencing I ask you to go inward and see where you may be abusing yourself with thoughts of self doubt.
Truly the universe is a gigantic hologram of interconnections, and you are a strand within the whole, and as such your empowerment is essential to the well being of the whole.
With this in mind I invite you to reflect on the wisdom of retrieving those pieces of self you may have abandoned as you have journeyed through life. Finding the little child that was you with your unique window on the world, your child like wonder and magical qualities is one place to begin. Take a journey back to the essence of your being in the early years of your journey on this earth. How far back can you remember 3 or 4 years old? Allow the sweet essence of the little one to inform you as to what you loved to do, how you viewed the world, before you were told the “right” way to engage in society. What games did you play? Did you know that you were special? Remembering the healed state of the little one is a step to self retrieval. Now that you have found these pieces of self call the essence of the little one to you now as the older human, with your breath, encourage the child to be reunited with you, calling to the child from a place of love, acceptance and wisdom.
This will encourage this beautiful piece of you to return, bringing a sense of wholeness and strength, and a reconnection to your child like wonder. This connection to wonder and magic will serve you well as you journey forward on you Mother Earth, I encourage you to foster your connection with your intention, imagination, and joy.
As you choose to engage in the journey of life from a place of empowerment you affect the whole.
I understand that many of you are concerned about the unrest in the world, the natural disasters that are occurring, but I ask you to trust that as you heal yourself the ripple effect from your healed state will be far reaching. I give you the picture of a still pond and dropping a stone into the center of the pond, you then can see the ripple affect of the stone, and see how far reaching these ripples can extend out getting bigger and bigger in their circumference. It is the same for each of you and how your affect one another in you journey upon this planet. Please accept that each of you make a difference in the light matrix, that extends around your beautiful Mother Earth.
Finding the piece of the small child is one step in self retrieval, and I encourage you to find other pieces you may have lost upon the way. Check in with yourself in you teenage years, do you see a vibrant strong being, or one who withdrew and felt left out. Gently and sweetly encourage the lost pieces to come forward and show you where you may have lost your life force, and then sweetly and gently encourage those aspects to come home to self, calling with your breathe, words, and love extending a hand to self of forgiveness, kindness, and love.
Call upon me White Buffalo Calf Woman to help you with this grounding and self affirming work, I offer my support and love in your journey to wholeness.
Planting the seeds of transformation is truly a part of your path of service to the Mother Earth; your healed state is the biggest gift you have to offer unto the world. From this place of wholeness you can begin to offer your services to others that you share the planet with, and the ripple affect begins. You are the catalyst, the stone that gets dropped into the pond of intention. I suggest you feel the solid energy of self healing first and create energy of the strongest biggest stone of self empowerment you can and then when you launch into the pond your ripple affect will indeed make a difference to the world as a whole.
So if you want to be a teacher, healer, mother, father, writer, singer or dancer it all matters and all of you beautiful grains of sand make up the light matrix of the planet. This is why I extol you to believe that you are worth spending time getting to know yourself in an intimate and self loving way.
There is so much love for you here and much hope in mankind we are only a breath away and constantly stand in service for your transformations my beautiful rainbow children of the earth.
The ancient prophesies all point the way to change upon the planet and you my dear ones are the old ones who have come back to make those changes. Trust that you choose to come here for a reason and your journey wither it appears to be big and important one or one that is small, all are connected to the matrix. Consider a blue whale in the ocean huge and awesome to witness, but the well being of the whale rests on the plankton that he must feed on, which is very small to the human perspective. So I ask you who are more important the whale, or the plankton? One cannot exist without the other they must be in reciprocity.
So it is with the Matrix of the planet all are interconnected like strands in a cobweb, woven by grandmother spider. So I ask you to believe and know that allowing and strengthening your particular strand in the light matrix is important to the personal and essential to the collective, you are all connected to one another and of course to your beloved Mother Earth.
It is with love and intention I offer you these words by beloved Rainbow Children of the Earth.
I am White
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